Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Bad Dream

Perhaps it's because I have not been feeling very well the past days (some flu-like symptoms...and tonsilitis, darn, what else is new?)...



I took TheraFlu and immediately did a rollercoaster from Stage 1 to REM sleep.  I used to keep a diary for these things.  Weird, huh?  But I was into dream analysis at one point (not the hard-core kind though) and so that helped me unlock some of the subliminal secrets of my cerebral flights.





This one's pretty disturbing. 



In a nutshell...



I marry my ex.  Then I suddenly realize that I don't want to be with him, and that I can't do anything because I have already committed myself to the guy.  Next scene, I am crying my heart out saying that it's Aldred (my real husband) that I want to marry and spend forever with. Then I talk to my dad telling him I want to separate and go for Aldred, who I initially turned down in the dream.  I start calling Aldred's phone only to find out that his phone is with me and that I have no way of contacting him to explain my side and hopefully get married to him.  I remember feeling very scared that it might be too late. I scream and wail in my dream...



I remember a few years ago, I had the same dream.  I was running away from the altar and from this loser guy.  I kept running away in my wedding dress, crying out Aldred's name.





Now, I just breathe a sigh of relief.  I wake up with my face resting on Aldred's chest.  My husband.  The one I chose to marry.  Ghosts from the past may haunt me once in a while.  But I'm in a safe place now.  Where they cannot touch me.



























 

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Monday, July 03, 2006

Pilipinas Kong Mahal

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go.
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say Goodbye

But the dawn is breaking it's early morn
The taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn
I'm ready I'm so lonesome I could die

CHORUS
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

Ah-ah-ah-ahhh

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing

Everyplace I go I'll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

CHORUS

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave you alone
About the times that I won't have to say

CHORUS

I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go.



(And I'm) Leaving on a jetplane (repeat)











GCimg2856_24oodbye, Taal.  Til we meet again...

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